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Δευτέρα, Απριλίου 24, 2006

kati apla uperoxo

Eixa polu kairo na niwsw thn hremia.....
Edw kai 4 meres briskomai se ena xwrio ths Thrakis-koda sthn Komothnh...
X8es bradu epistrefame apo thn polh-eixame paei gia potaki...kai ksafnika, ka8ws xazeua ton adeio dromo xwris na skeftomai tipota...anarwti8ika dunata.."arage exei pote kinisi edw?"...oloi 3espasan se gelia...briskomastan stin egnatia , apo opou den pernane kan trakter...na odhgeis kai na mh sunantas kanenan! olos o dromos dikos sou...esu kai ta kataprasina xwrafia......
wraia htan!
meta perasame mesa apo kati xwria...
nEkra!
eniwthes thn hremima ston aera...
eniwthes oti oloi ma oloi koimountai...
de mporw na perigrapsw me logia to sunaisthima...
erxomai edw peripou 3 fores kathe xrono gia arketes meres...
pote den eixa parathrhsei auth thn omorfh sigh...
pada thaumazw th 8alassa, thn wraia thea panw apo ena bouno...
genika latreuw th fusi gia tis eikones, tous hxous kai tis murwdies mou xarizei...
m'aresei na niwthw oti hrthe h anoi3h murizontas ton aera!
kai h ugrasia sto xwma to fthinoporo! apisteuth murwdia ta prwtobroxia!
ta kumata na skane sthn akth....de xreiazesai walkman sthn paralia!
kai pada thimamai na stamatame me to autokinito panw sta pio apisteuta shmeia, sta bouna, gia na bgaloume tin teleia photografia!

alla nomizw pws auth htan h prwth mou pragmatiki epafh me th fusi...

egw kai auth mesa sto skotadi!
kanenas hxos!
kamia eikona!
tipota sto mualo mou!
u p e r o x o
aurio feugoume...
se ligous mhnes pali! :)

skeftike i: bereniki at 4/24/2006 10:15:00 μ.μ. | | kriseis, diafonies, problimatismoi...BLA BLA!!!

Τετάρτη, Απριλίου 19, 2006

SONNET CXVI (a re William megale!!!)



Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove.
O,no! it is and ever-fixed mark,
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
if this be error, and upon me prov'd,
I never writ, nor no man ever Lov'd!

skeftike i: bereniki at 4/19/2006 02:02:00 π.μ. | | kriseis, diafonies, problimatismoi...BLA BLA!!!

who is Mr love?


(apo kapoio apokoma apo periodiko pou brhka kata tin "ereuna" sta hmerologia mou :P)
Thn exei ara3ei anetos ki wraios mes sthn psuxi mou.
Pou kai pou rixnei kanenan upnako, etsi, gia na kratietai leei, dunatos kai akmaios...
"Ti 'sai su re paidi mou?",ton rwthsa, "ti paristaneis mesa mou?"
"...eimai to xapi gia tin a8anasia tis psuxis sou", etsi mou pe...
"dine", mou eipe, "dine me pathos tin psuxi sou s'o,ti kaneis. Koita tous anthrwpous sta matia, aggi3e tous, agapa tous mexri na poneseis, afesou sto swthrio klamma sou...kai mh fobasai...H sugkinisi einai h periousia tis psuxis sou. Auth thn kanei a8anath!"
Auta mou eipe, auta sou lew...
Ton lene, leei, erwta kai den einai pote "apwn".
Pou kai pou,mono, rixnei kanenan upnako, etsi, gia na kratietai
dunatos & akmaios...!

skeftike i: bereniki at 4/19/2006 01:48:00 π.μ. | | kriseis, diafonies, problimatismoi...BLA BLA!!!

....memories!!!


mporei kapoios na mou pei pws ginetai kai thimamai panta tis hmeromhnies pou den thelw? opws px 18 apriliou.... thelw na thn 3exasw auth thn hmeromhnia! kai omws apo xthes to bradu eixa tis apisteutes aupnies....e kai fusika thimithika ti mera einai...kai mou lu8hke h aporia "ma giati den mporw na koimithw???"......telika megalh upothesi to uposuneidito.......

perasa loipon olh mou th mera me anamnhseis...skalisa oles tis photografies sto pc...3ethapsa ta cd kai xazepsa photos apo tote pou phrame to prwto scanner... eftia3a kai ena fakelo me onoma "memories" gia na exw ekei tis agaphmenes mou k na mh xreiazetai na psaxnw kathe fora pou thelw na "pesw"....akousa ola ta "apagoreumena" tragoudakia kai me brhke to bradu kai h allagh ths meras kanontas ti?...
ma fusika diabazontas hmerologia kai mplokakia me afierwsoules kai poihmatakia...eutuxws tou dhmotikou kapou einai thamena opote 3ekinisame apo to gumnasio... elpizw pote ma pote na mhn pesoun sta xeria allou auta!!!! prepei otan gerasw na ta kapsw!!! kat'arxas..."se posa tamplo to paizeis?" nta3ei eixa bebaia statheres baseis alla epesa panw se photografies pou epsaxna na brw...gia poion thn kratousa auth? h' onomata k afierwseis...-prepei aurio na rwthsw thn kollhth mou an thimatai giati egw de thimamai kanena Gianni na me exei sunarpasei....pou ton brhka?- Episis brhka polla grammata pou den esteila se kanenan pote kai megalo arxeio apo stixous pou kategrafa-ellhnikwn kai "3enwn" kapsouro-tragoudiwn...me polla lathi fusika stin apodosi-aporw pws to phra to proficiency sta 15?padws oxi xarh sto listening!!!!
kai ola stamatoun ekei ligo meta to pasxa ths 3hs lukeiou...den uparxei kanena katagegrammeno stixaki-poihmataki-sxediaki for those who matter...mallon apo kei k ustera phre seira to uposuneidhto...kai thn kanei kala th douleia tou to atimo!!! giati ok...tis photo k ta xartakia kai ta hmerologia ta kaime...me to mualo ti kanoume? ginetai delete?
can i delete my fucking brain?
mporoume na katarghsoume thn 18h apriliou apo ta hmerologia parakalw?
...oxi?
:(
....anyway....
ta pa kai 3ethumana kapws!
tha kleisw me kati sofo pou eixa grapsei-pithanotata gia kapoion pou twra den ton thimamai- sto hmerologio , katw apo to "den mporw" tou alkinoou, peritrigurismeno me louloudakia kai kardoules kai me roz markadoro kai telika to eixa moutzourwsei apo panw(!!!!) me ton idio markadoro...telika hmoun sofh apo tote:
otan den ginetai na exeis kati gia panta
kalutera na mhn to exeis pote sou.........

skeftike i: bereniki at 4/19/2006 12:42:00 π.μ. | | kriseis, diafonies, problimatismoi...BLA BLA!!!

Κυριακή, Απριλίου 02, 2006

kai 3afnika....oi dromoi tis Patras gemisan Mpoumpounieres!


5 xronia foithths sthn Karnabaloupoli kai na mhn exeis labei meros sto karnabali.....egine pote?....ki omws egine! oxi mono gia mena alla gia oloklhrh thn parea mou...arxika thn eidame epanastates...1o etos kai apofasisame na mhn akolouthisoume to reuma kai na meinoume ektos group! sthn poreia katalh3ame na eimaste isws h pio nwxeliki koritsoparea twn epoxwn...polla sxedia pou omws emeinan ekei! sto na oneiropoloume kai na fadazomaste katastaseis eimastan No1...alla pada kata ena periergo tropo katalhgame na kanoume ta idia pragmata kai gia na pw thn alh8eia...auth h statherothta mou arese polu...exei kanei oles mou tis anamnhseis polu entones...twra pia otan skeftomai patra skeftomai polu sugekrimena pragmata...erhnh-bluemonday-ontas-minos-rakomelo-ale3ia-mod's-mayra-disco party-swtos-xasomeri-kastro-faros-giwrgos-karabakia-elvis-u're the one that i want-skalia-andrikopoulos-gwnia-veso-paralies-psathopurgos-axinoi-broxh.....kai ola auta einai toso entona pou ka8e fora pou briskomai pisw niwthw entelws AT HOME...ki as mhn einai ekei oloklhrh h parea..kathe fora pou tha mpw sto bluemonday kai tha dw ton elvis na mou kleinei to mati...akoma kai thn teleutaia fora pou h fwteinh epigrafh pou toso agapw den anabe, uphrxe ekei h aiwra me tis mpananes...mikres leptomeries pou den allazoun...k pou de tha tis eixa prose3ei an den htan toso sugkekrimenh h tempeliki zwh mou sthn patra...kai gia na pw thn maurh alhtheia...den ta xortasa ola auta...tha mporousa na meinw gia pada ekei...stis idies katastaseis...telika pleon anagnwrizw pws hmoun para polu tuxerh...eixa brei exactly auto pou xreiazomoun...ta atoma kai ta merh...akribws auta pou me ekfrazoun..k osh ore3h k na eixa gia anazhthseis den metanoiwnw pou emeina ekei kollhmenh gia 4 xronia(thn 5h pou anefera arxika ousiastika eleipa sthn agglia...pragmatopoiwntas kapoies apo tis anazhthseis...)

Anyway h ousia einai oti fetos pou phrame oloi ta ptuxia apofasisame na sumbaloume se auto pou legetai KARNABALI. efuga loipon prwi Sabbatou apo thn megaloupoli kai phga sto stroumfoxwrio, opws apokalei thn karnabaloupoli mia psuxi.. sunantisa kai tis alles 7 roz mpoumpounieritses mou kai 3exuthikame mazi me alles polles...aspres kai roz sthn odo korinthou! Mporo na pw pws ferame to xamo me tis mpales pou petousame pera dwthe... ai sixtirisa kiolas polles fores kathoti oi mpales htan terastiou kai mou rthan kai sth mouri 7 fores!!!...to kefi htan toso pou de xreiastike na pioume stala maurodafni!!! to ruzi pou petousame stous theates korufaio apla! Ftanontas sthn Plateia Georgiou niwsame star! ola ta fwta kai oi kameres panw mas!(nta3ei pio star eixa niwsei bebaia stin orkomosia!) o kosmos na gelaei kai na fwnazei kai emeis na gkarizoume kuriolektika alla polu ruthmika: MPO MPO NIE RES-MPO MPO NIE RES!!!!
telika mexri na teleiwsoume thn parelash eixame xasei olh mas thn energeia...autos einai o monos logos pou metanoiwnw gia th mh summetoxh mou sto prwto etos...allo na dianueis auth thn apostasi sta 20 kai allo sta 26...!!!!

To zhsame loipon kai auto...monadiki empeiria omologw kai me epikrotw pou emenena na to kanoume tosa xronia....kai ta katafera en telei! den tha to 3anakanw omws...einai apo auta pou niwtheis oti theleis k prepei na zhseis alla den trellenesai kiolas...se stigmatizoun alla mexri ekei...apla to thimasai kai sou ftanei...mia fora kai ksedipsases! isws an pote ginw episimi patrinia....(pou polu to thelw!!!) na trexw me ta mwra sto karotsaki ntumenoi pastes...etsi giati polu goustarw na blepw ta mwrakia kai ta paidakia mesa sto pneuma ths trellas! ................mexri tote................................................... tha phgainw stin patra gia na kleinw to mati ston elvis,na xoreuw mexri telikis ptwsews sto mod's kai na perimenw gia to teleutaio 40lepto pou paizei o kataplhktikos xontroulis ta o,ti-na-nai tou...na phgainw teleutaia stigmh na tou zhtaw u-'re the one that i want kai na lunetai sta gelia...na me kernane rakomela ston Onta, na xazeuw ta kumata apo to faro kai to bradu na mou leei h Eirhnh
"Kalhnuxta Fusikara mou!!!".............................

skeftike i: bereniki at 4/02/2006 12:20:00 π.μ. | | kriseis, diafonies, problimatismoi...BLA BLA!!!

TI PAIDI EIMAI EGW? ;)h2>
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  • From athens, Greece
  • megalo mperdema... as mhn to analusoume... h' mhpws na to analysoume? :S :P
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    "Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that?" -Trainspotting [movie]

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